The Unknown

I have just started to realize how many people that I met while I was in Haiti last time might have been left homeless, jobless or have died. Like all the people I watched being baptized?  Its a heavy burden because I may never know.  How much more is the burden of all the Haitians that will never find the bodies of their dead family members, never having closure because they were separated and they could be dead or they might be alive somewhere?  John said in the Heartline blog that the estimated death toll is 212 hundred thousand people.  There are so many more bodies that have not been counted because buildings are still in heaps. I am not able to comprehend those numbers; it only took one minute for all those people to die.  And how manny of those people who are still alive had to watch their friends and family members die and were not able to do any thing about it? I don't know what God is going to do with all this. I can only speculate. All I know is, He is awesome and unfathomable and I will never understand all His ways. Im glad too because then there would be no mystery and our relationship with Him would cease to be something to pursue.